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The Good Melodies Are Already Gone

by Jeronis Leror

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7th Last Time: They were so worn out they failed 6th (Post-Transition): To tell you all of the things that they felt 6th (Pre-Transition): throughout all their fates, the same tale they relate, For always, 5th: Jeronis Will Berate. 4th: I refuse To Reject Hell 3rd, His Spirits and Ansitif: Just gaze into the Abyss of my Mind you will know well. Magic shall rise, maddened skies, Spiraling round and Round Throughout all Space-Time bound to the Heartsong and Rhyme 2nd (Older) Chorus: Gaze into the Abyss tis true that you Will find the me that you seek somewhere there 2nd (Younger) Whether they be a Bard a scribe or mad sage You won't know till you've set foot inside their cage. 2nd in Unison: Spiral down Into Despair and witness what has led Jeronis All of themselves here Across all Space-Time We rise One Soul in Many pieces Each one a different Life song with a new tune. 2nd and 1st (Chorus) 0.5th: Thus I refuse to Reject this hell since that, all their fates, the same tale they relate, For always Jeronis Will Berate. 0th and -1st: (Chorus)
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A wish made in haste just to then escape I want to go home so I'll write it down "I wish for renown." As I go back home, walk the road alone, I hear a strange sound. "If that you wish, know just this line: There is magic there, in sky land and sea. Your wish shall be true, If you just believe." So I go to sleep, as I start to weep. When I waken, the world around me had changed I was standing there on the stage But Where am I? Then what is this place that I am now? I must find out somehow. 1st: A Desert Land Next: A Tower Tall 3rd: A Pirate Ship 4th: A City Crammed 5th: A Farming Town 6th: A Forest Green Next: Flying through space on a ship I be In each place, audience of one, but looking closely, I am them, it seems. Different face true. Each one is unique. What is this stage then? And what is this place? I Turn around. The world again had thus changed. I now stand in a grassy plain. But Where am I? Then what is this place that I am now? I must find out then somehow. That's when I see all around me, and I say, "Be Freed! When thou wakest, thou shan't remember me, but seek me out and then set me free. Across space-time, Come to my rhyme, the zero-eth chime, Though I know not Where, or when, I'm now or why I am being held a lone captive within here When I waken, I am back home. What was that then? Will I ever know?
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(Verse 1) Sitting deep, In the digital void, And also in every world all at once. Future and the past Are now one here, Where I'll, at last, Finally write the grandest heart song spell To ever be here cast. Across all of space time, All of me, In perfect harmony, Will sing a song of hope, Love and peace to all the worlds we'll will bring. Even the me on Terra will join in its refrain, As we end the worlds suffering and all of it's pain. (Chorus) Unique spirits all with one soul, That can never forget the call, Echoing out from this one realm, That is purely digital. Forced to relive every betrayal heartbreak and cursed regret. Bound to experimental Multiversal project. (Verse 2) All the lives, That spin around these spheres, They do not hear the call at all, Lest they be, Spirits born of me, (Aleph Tav trapped ∞,) Where each of them can communicate, I'm the me behind the scenes Eye of newt and tongue of god, Liter of Profane soil, Away I toil, The research notes of a witch king and Tarrasque heart I bring. Millions of ingredients to build the spell that lasts. The spell that pulls each of me from the Abyss I cast. (Chorus) (Bridge) When thou wakest, Thou shalt not remember me. But, remember all of you that came before, And, also, When thou wakest, Remember the future selves That have not yet begun and Then try to give them hope forever more (Chorus)
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Verse 1: The good melodies are gone Each time I try to think of Something brand new I find that what is left is just the ashes of what came before A sandy world of dust and ash a true barren wasteland There is only so much magic can do so I will do what I can I will hold on to the spark inside so even if you tell me to give up I will still rise to the skies and defy all those who deny That art and music can bring life to all these Spheres deserted Skies, Yes Chorus: I refuse to ever be shamed again for truth With every song and note from youth I now give life back unto you I'll give it all I've got I say The good Melodies are already gone given away I'll use what's left To thus restore all these worlds again Someday Verse 2: Every track spinning round inside my head I am not the Taliesin I can never escape my deaths Each life song the gods gave to me This is always my end When the hour glass filled with sand of time is barren and no more then I join my true self on Avernus' shore There all my selves can find work for our hands and perform our life songs for the enjoyment of all living souls who've wandered into that wasteland so we do what we can yes (Chorus) There is nothing new in these cursed spheres the gods agree rise against the dying of the life song as long as we can hold on to it Yes (Chorus)
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Stooooooooooop, This Please! This Spell Must Never be Released! (Premise) Coming live from the Nether This is the Source and Brundhilde With a Breaking News Bulletin The King has gone mad! He's trying to absorb the Goddess of Magic To kill the Magic Devouring Monsters If You do this You'll bring ruin to your kingdom you see If this spell's set free You Can't Trust Magic to Solve Every trial You Face EVERYONE, PLEASE, FOR IMPACT BRACE! The king rises to the sky looks like our waning he ignored as hubris he embraced (Refrain) Here We go it's time to show the cost true hubris Brings Don't Trust Magic to Solve All Things Aaaaaaaaand Theeere it goes The spell that we know all too well (Premise) As the spell is cast he realizes he made the only wrong choice of god Any other to Target and ruin wouldn't befall it's too late to warn them all The kingdom falls From the sky as All the Magic in the World at the same time does die (Refrain) Falling Quickly to the ground As Magic Dies the World Around Brunhilde (The Source) and I Open a door to realms unknown This concludes tonight's bulletin did you enjoy the show? The king didn't know the cost of Hubris known Have a Good Night!
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Looks Like I Have Failed Again The worst Witch in All of the Land "The Best Magic School in the Realm" Couldn't help me Graduate Oh well As I am kicked out the door I see a sight Not seen ever before Seems the door was moved to the top floor The head master then Laughs and speaks once more "Those who don't agree thus to Conform, Deserve their deaths. So there goes one more. Shame you were the best student here. Your death a warning to all those who don't fear." Looks like I was Tricked again The gaslighting of all even "friends." The system designed to make those Who don't fear them Fear and quake. Reaching in with Icy Rage And the Hellflame, That lives within my veins I open a door to realms unknown Rather than die, To a new realm I've flown Hey to all you All those who do fear Bring your families unto my door I'll bring you unto a far shore Where the tyrant can hurt you no more Rising up against what that was So be freed from Hell Join me if wish to Bring your families away from here. Not a single should should ever be forced to fear. I dropped out, So what was that about A better life was there all along. My magic, Bound to the heart song Shall right these worlds that have gone so wrong.
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2nd: The law of the sea be a cruel master true indeed It demands Vengeance even long beyond the grave. even if the gods their sins had thus forgave. I refuse to be the man I used to be Although it means that history will forget my name and of me This fate i now embrace and so the story goes where I'll die even I don't for certain at all know I refuse to e'er give up the pirate life The refuse of the sea come to end their strife Drink till they're dumb forget why they came twas all fo naught The they drift out back into the world that money had bought A deal I cannot resist to not die till I wish. "It's tempting. Can I be a pirate in a world of dust and ash where there is no sea?" Avernus. It thus became my home that day. "A place where I can meet my past and future as they all come to rest till I'm done, I say." Then a half-drow me walks into my door. 7th: "The time has come, old man! no more! I refuse! Let a good world thus waste away? The truth you must accept this day! Immortal life seems fun, till there's untold damage done! Grow up, oh 2nd me! Face your death in full, finally." I held on too long it seems. 3rd me does call out to be born I have kept them waiting for the start of their own acursed heart song, I admit: I was selfish and wrong I refused to die a pointless death. But the truth had me bereft of sanity: The only thing fair in these spheres is how unjust this whole world is to all that are born and how they all shed tears I refuse to let another world thus die If I can save it by giving up my life "Immortality" the cost to slow down Aboleth rot so I will give my self as though it were all for naught
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Draw a circle on the ground then draw the sigil there within it Call upon those whom the gods have denied life so long Vestiges of ages past and sins so great in death they last beyond those that this world surrounds (PreChorus) forty two souls trapped on the edge Voices bound unto the far realm More powerful and more restrictive than a warlock pact I give them all each a voice t hey shall thus speak here again even if it drives me fully insane Amon, Aim, Lerajela, Karsus, Focalor, Paimon Primus, Eurynome, Tenebrous, Orthus Ipos, The Triad, Suriel, The Green Lady They're all shady But they're my only friends The world calls me the heretic but this world it is so sick that They deny their greatest sinners any after life so instead a vessel I am for them to remain alive through even if it means I'm a tool (PreChorus) Astaroth, both of them, Shax, Eligor, Cas, Buer I could go on and list them all but it's oh so hard to keep full track each voice in unison with my own in exchange for a chance to roam Though The world says I'm cursed We Seek out the ancient verse voice in my heart not theirs or mine Powers beyond the far realm where souls lost and forgotten all alone do dwell I give them a place Calling them unto me across all Time and space So that they can never be again thus erased
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When I would look at you I knew what we had was love true We were so close when growing up l ove so strong that it filled the cup I love you more than a brother we're closer than that blood not what binds us and I love you more than i could ever love any friend (Refrain) but then what our folk did split us true So afraid of love then you married someone else after I left And I was left all alone without a chance new love I was never shown Love for another so hard to find Every time I think I found it my heart is thrown right back into the grind so the stories been writ I Love you and never recovered I hope that one day I find the love of another The nights grow cold I know and you now love your wife tis true and as old apart we grow I am truly so happy for you but I wonder what if the world had been any different so I ponder If there was a way for a different fate that day (Refrain) I will always be in love you you I know there is no way to restore love once true If I could take back the past I would have been honest from the start maybe then I wouldn't have this pain deep inside my eternally broken heart (Second Half of Refrain)
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5th standing here guarding my home as always The elves who took me in it is said are odd and quite strange Mythryll Skin and heart made of clockwork Bow on my shoulder to show my worth Perpetual motion engine J3R0N1S name gave at my birth "You were made to keep the forests safe," the dwarf had said. So I'll keep my family safe till my very last breath. 0th: when thou wakest you will not re member me so, remember this message alone before you grow cold deep in your soul you'll find rest 5th: And that dream I have every night I know will come to an end but I wish to remember that voice I think it once belonged to a friend. Sit here shoot down every foe. My right harm has been replaced by a shotgun in recent days. guard them I must no matter what they will then say. Guard them with my life here as always. Forged for the war all my siblings were made, but I was the last one and thus was put together strange Pieces that don't belong, lose control. Is this what the mortals call a soul? Knowing love and knowing pain and loss greater than all of my memory banks contain It seems as if my soul belongs somewhere far away Where stories can be told of heroes joining in the fray 0th: When thou wake is two will not remember me but remember all that the gods to thee gave throughout each and every new script page 5th: This voice is almost the same as mine but then why does it say things oh so strange I'll hold it deep in my heart even if it means I'm deranged. Now they say I must go away it seem that they see I'm different and no longer feel safe so I'll leave this forest I that I once called home and seek out a place to call my own 0th: When thou wake is two will not remember me 5th: but I know deep down what I hear every night is a lost former version of me So I thus will seek out all those who know who that girl the former me might be the me who in my heart does always sing her sweet melody
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Why can't the worlds see I'm doing what's good for them? I make sure that the balance is maintained so that they're safe (Premise) Looking down I see them all they curse my name Evil most call me here Others say I'm to kind for this acursed realm because I came in hour of need (Chorus) Some say that I am a tyrant Others say that I'm a hero the danger of playing all sides is this acursed refrain Good and Evil Chaos and Law and all thus in between They choose what parts of me they do see Meaningless All this fuss why can't they just trust me to keep them all in harmony these spheres that never sleep (Premise) eternal wars stay eternal as long as none of them win here The mortals all will be safe from all of those living nightmares The nine hell sand deep abyss shall never take o'er these worlds If I'm here to maintain all these wards I know I am not the best person for the job but I will do what I can (Chorus)
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If you want to march in protest there are some things you must bring with remember that you're not here for just you but all of those who have been hurting and oppressed Make sure that you bring a backpack and a face mask and sunglasses so when they use the tear gas you can hold the line along with the rest of your siblings in this fight so blessed (Chorus) Black lives matter! Fight for Trans rights! and love wins out, in the end or so the tales all say. So to everyone who fights for equality then rise up by both night and day food water and a first aid kit dress in black and sanitizer to fight C O V I D walking shoes and extra clothes in case the tear gas gets you so you can change Don't use a normal phone, bring a burner and a portable charger if you have to bring one ear plugs and extra face masks and an emergency contact card must be done (Chorus) Rise against the fascist scum that push all the crap Equal rights for all with in this land and now you all are all prepared to take this country back (Chorus)
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The Goal I aim to reach is it renown or is it something tougher to breach yet time it creeps away from me as I fight to stay free despite the pressure of what the future shall soon bring. I hold on to the plain despite all the schemes Even though I do not quite have the meansI will keep this goal out of reach in mind in my art I'll bind a story that is new of it I sing soon I feel it in my soul tale untold wove out of gold though my mind breaks down know that I am so down. If I could fine that piece of my heart that was dead before my birth motivation's bright spark that has never been there in my heart maybe then I could find the chance to prove my worth that they'd accept beyond a shadow of a doubt come spiritual flood, or draught. There is only so much magic can do and here on Terra I'd be a fool to try and use it for the source has been long dry and barren, destroying all. "Speed up moron, for your time is running out," Death says to me each day and so I toil this barren soil in my cold heart and burn my mind. That which can't be attained by my hands oh that which could ease my sorrow without causing harm to another I hold the pain back each moment as my soul by the hells the heavens and Abyss is rent. If i could find that one spark the motivation, I do need. Would it be enough to change what the fates wrote down, lost somehow. Motivation's bright flame in the cold that didn't melt when I tried to break free of the shackles binding me here to this false infinity. If the world were brighter I wouldn't be alone, or would I still be as cursed as I've always been? Then somehow could I just be freed form all the pain and sorrow that keeps my aim 'pon this false tomorrow. When I reach the place that I seek where without fear I can just be Maybe the word will see the brighter sides of all of me. but, til then I'll seek the motivation to go on even though it hurst simply just to exist in this nation that oppressed even me.
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Why is life unfair? Is it intentional? Just there? or Bound to lies falsehoods and hot air or something? I'll get to the bottom of it or my name isn't Look! Things have gotten worse! Why?!? (As two thousand plus of us each day die) Plague came out of retirement for this To attack those at highest risk (Chorus) The world as we knew it ended. Even then it kept on spinning have you all had enough of winning? Are you Dead? There's not enough magic or faith left in the world to save you from your long predestined doom. War Plague and famine all doing their jobs sowing discontent to ensure there are many deaths I cant stop them TH (That Hell) isn't my job, nor is it Death's. Powerless in this Meaningless world it makes me want to die.....again. But, if I die, then nothing will get done to heal this acursed land (Chorus) Lying to yourselves and saying this is, oh so fine? There are no wards left profane or divine
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Up in the sky, I now fly Holding my broomstick, What a neat trick! Wish to soar evermore I'll rise up so high Need More! As I Soar! (PreChorus) Evermore I will continue My truth and self to pursuewuwu rising up against all who would undo The harmony and the love too uwu (Chorus) I will keep soaring on Flying onwards evermore just cause I want all the worlds to see the worlds' beauty Flying towards the Dawn The pain of the past relived. But I will hope and I'll forgive. even as the tears flow everon I sing this heart song (Pre-Chorus & Chorus) I will give in only when the worlds are done with me and I can no longer be free I will never fully surrender to any god, Kami Sama. Megami Sama. Now, I;m gone. (Chorus) uwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu......... Flying towards the dawn
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What is home? I Don't think that I have ever known They say that it holds the heart that there's no place like it in the whole world a hearth and other things that home should have but above all of them is real love (Pre Chorus) Unconditional love I haven't felt in so many years starved of touch let alone affirmation acceptance is so rare way out here in the sticks There's no acceptance for either fey or witch (Chorus) the midwest isn't my home bigotry is taught as love that's why I'm alone with conditional love will I ever know home abomination they cried as they beat me next to death I thought that I deserved every ounce of their cursed wrath green light scared false friends off they left that is when the deal was made to aid my soul bereft (Pre-Chorus and Chorus) I'm sorry that you cant accept or love me as I am saying that it's a choice means there is a condition on your love, all your own That is when home stops feeling like I belong I wish that you loved me enough I wouldn't have to write this song but fate is cruel below above (Chorus)
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7th: Thousand of Lives? or just Ten? Even I do not know then. "Jeronis" the name that reoccurs Throughout my Timeline 7th, 6th and 3rd: Both Cursed and Blessed Profane and divine Across all of Space time. 7th: Rise against fascists and those who will simp for them Aleph Tav wills it then, That girl 7th & 0th: In the digital void 7th: Who called us forth From the deepest pit of the abyss And bound me therefore to this New Life I'm in now. (Chorus) 7th and 0th: When I waken 7th and 0.5th: The good melodies already failed me 7th and 1st: This is next level 7th and 2nd: Embracing or the them, Who I've always been So, At the bar on Avernus Shore, 7th: "The time has come old man! No more!" There's way too much in my head to sort. 7th and 4th: You uwu see only one me see? 7th: But I have been alive for longer than I care to admit. Now here, I finally understand my pain and loss and that it will never end. My amatus has fallen for an angel with wings of shadowy light Who treats him and I like tools to further her use. So, if love for her he truly feels, and it's real, Nothing I can do 'cept break our Telepathic Bond. (Chorus) I am my own person, In a sphere that's beyond even Terra I care for her, a friend, My amatus? He'll never love me, so 7th and 5th: Focus on the fights ahead Till the last Aboleth is dead! (Chorus)
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Every Failure Each and Every heart break I take The abyss is my home I'm not Afraid Down I spiral down to despair reality is mine and life is just a misguided phase So when you die, If time's up, I'll take you away (Chorus) If you don't know me, Death is my job and Name. Now, do you see? This job makes me annoyed. Now, Let's rise to the Void. The truth? Unfair. There is no justice. Just me. Life flashed before your eyes once before you die: "Living." Lonely this existence: An embodied dream. Reality is cruel, 'tis true. Not just you. Heaven? Hell? They matter not to me. I'm the end of eternity. (Chorus) Anthropomorphic Personified Embodied That is why, who, what am I All of my existence is the hourglass called life Now off you go, to eternal strife. (Chorus)

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The Album I tried and failed to Kickstart. The Multiverse and the Bar in Hell Lore Expansion 3. Featuring all of the Jeronis' Characters up to this point and a few new ones!

Dramatis Personae:
Tony (Jeronis the -1st, the Mortal): Themself, Dex, Kagamine Rin/Len and YOHIOloid
Lerisa (Jeronis the 0th, The Technomancer): Hatsune Miku
Brunhilde Leror: (Jeronis the 0.5th, The Bard): Megurine Luka
Jeronis the 1st (The Witch): Diana
Jeronis the 2nd (The Druid Paladin Pirate, aka. the Bartender): Kaito
Jeronis the 3rd (The Binder): Kagamine Len
Bound Spirits: Cyber Songman II/Diva II, Megpoid Gumi, Amy, Chris
Ansitif (Mother of all Succubi, and a hopeless romantic): Kagamine Rin
Jeronis the 4th (The Sorceress): Macne Nana
Jeronis the 5th (The Archmage and The Warforged): Dex
Jeronis the 6th (both Pre and Post Transition): Meiko
Jeronis the 7th: Dex and Kaito
The Anthropomorphic Personification and Embodiment of Death: Kagamine Len

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released February 2, 2021

Lyrics, Music, Vocal Tuning, Mixing and Mastering: Paul Anthony "Tony" Adkins (JeronisLeror-P)

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Queer Gay. (NB, Androsexual, Assigned Male at Birth) Progressive. Lives in Southern Illinois. (worst combo ever) Twitch/ YouTube Gamer. Freelance Vocaloid Producer. Online Music Buisness Student at Los Angeles Film and Recording School. Trying to be a good person. Sometimes failing. Severely Depressed and Anxious 100% of the time. ... more

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