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Last Time.....Well the Last few Times
Jeronis told tales of realms abroad
beyond the bounds of the Terrasphere's accursed facade.
Time has come to finally address the elephant in the room
(in the corner of mind)
So this Album Contains Content not suitable for most adults
but is well know by some....
Chorus:
Strong Content ahead.
Content Warning!
Content Warning!
Parental Discretion is advised
with these
rhymes
that are bound to the heart
Know: All Jeronis has done has been to mitigate the anxiety depression and sorrow.
There will be talk of suicide and also things
not meant for TV You see this song
is just so that you are aware of what you meay hear
and what (you) may not want to know.
(Chorus)
Songs must come from the heart of the one writing and it seems they are finally ready to let the "evil" they've held deep inside, no longer to their true heart song thus bind
(Chorus)
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If Only I still say most every day.
If only I could be free,
Then things would thus change.
But no matter how much work
I put into the songs I write,
If only I could be better.
There's only so much magic and creativity
can do in this world, i know.
Terrasphere:
a world where there is naught but pain.
Is there any point?
Now cut to the refrain.
Existence is futile. I know all too well.
Yes, existence is futile. Why bother?
Guess, oh well.
(instrumental)
(Chorus)
End it. just end it all.
in my head back in those days
the same refrain
but if I leave I’ll cause others more the same
So, I stayed just to prevent pain.
(Chorus Out)
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Every time that I die
I find it in my mind
and it there binds
a digital void
of those flashing lights
shining oh so bright
Chorus:
Game Over, You died!
Too bad! So obscene!
Press X to Start Again
now flashes up on the screen
(Repeat all)
I know this all too well.
seems I've been here before.
ah, and it sucks but I will rise
and find a new more important sky
in a brand new life
(Chorus Out)
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How hard that I try
yet they choose to believe
a cursed lie
still I try
I hope I can get through
it doesn't reach to you now
I beg please hear my pleas
You are both very dear to me
Why won't you see
what identity means
the more I try I fail
but the truth is left out on a rail
my goodwill now begins to fail
I love you and no buts but you
both choose thusly to ignore
who I know I am what's in store
(Chorus)
They're too far gone,
the world says to me
I know tis true. (x4)
yet.
(Repeat All)
So then,
It seems that you I will never reach.
and So
I beg please start to practice what you preach
yet
(Chorus Out)
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What is the meaning
Questions abound see
Existence will end
The Truth of eternity
questions call to view
The Truth is askew
Why does the universe
torment each human soul
Why do people hurt each other
And if he is omni present omni potent
why does god ignore our cries
Why doesn't he fix it why
doesn't he stop it is he truly god?
these questions all loom
as by man's hand reach doom
If God's real why does evil continue to exist
Yes The true problem of evil is truly that simple ah
If God's real why does evil continue to exist Yes The true problem of evil is truly that simple If God's real why does evil continue to exist Yes The true problem of evil is truly that simple
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The Frost (feat. Dex)
03:28
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My heart grows colder
soul fades away
They are Too far gone for my magic to save
and so By Odin' eye and Freya Cloak, the gift of Loki now invoke
so may the frost take before I make a regrettable mistake
Father winter,
grant me Loki's frost
so I might live.
Trickster now entangle them in the true net
Save me please, mother of the fey take me to thy embrace.
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Icy Unease (feat. Kaito)
03:56
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Chorus:
No More! I shout.
Release all that's left of rage
this Icy Unease
Heartbreak of the past hurts more than each
emotion bound to the refrain
or my true pain (x2)
For the first time I see the
Tragedy and the pain of it all
Icy Rage gives way to this
unending unease untamed
Hypervigilance be its name
Another endless cycle That I'm
Powerless to stop and Icy Rage gives way to this
unending unease untamed
Hypervigilance be its name
(Chorus, Instrumental, Chorus)
I am Scared of screwing up each and every good thing in my life. A disembowling fear, of loss born out of trauma, pure heartbreak, and pure strife (x2)
(Chorus Outs)
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My head spins as I now see
all the pain and sorrow I feel
Deep in the heart all of me
starts losing coherence real
Pre-Chorus:
I hold on too long
to every painful memory
that I can't escape
round and round
in my heart they chase
Chorus:
I don't know why they still hurt me
so long ago should have faded
I don't know why the trauma stays
or why I can never be free
and the world thinks
I have no right to be bitter about it
Though it means that I
almost always somewhat feel like shit
(Pre-Chorus and Chorus)
There is nothing left
for me here the voice does say
but I know I must not ever fade away
What if someone else needs my help
I then do think as I reach
evermore closer to the brink
(Chorus Out)
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Chorus:
If I could just escape
Could finally stop running
If I could just escape
I Could finally stop a running
If I could just escape
Could finally stop running
If I could just escape I
Could finally stop a running
No where to escape to
No when to enjoin within
No where to escape to
No when to enjoin within
Repeat all x1
(chorus)
There is only my heart and my mind that's ever truly free only the way that I've gone could lead to where I be (x2)
Sleep former me sleep never wake again (x2)
(Chorus Outs)
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if I could just explain everything to you maybe you would see things my way to, but the more I explain all the struggle the pain no connections or friendships thus remain Ev ray trauma ev ray struggle Into my happy days do smuggle a sorrow that I can't escape into the hell scape of my mind It's a theatre made of sadness broken wishes and way more pain and sorrow than any one life should know with ev ray song that they write they lose a piece of their internal light as the loop ing of their pasts to their heart thus does bind The they I speak of is in truth really just me and light fades like grains of times sand if I could just explain everything to you maybe you would see things my way to, but the more I explain all the struggle the pain no connections or friendships thus remain Now in a music factory Deep inside that one piece of my mind where I store my true pain away greatest fear that I'm unworthy of existence replays in the heart ev ray time I'm betrayed and ev ray time I felt sad slowly drive me mad Just keep writing then they'll see the purest version of me I then think But then I remember this one truth that I have learned in the cyber sphere the just reap far more evil than all the blessings they do sow if I could just explain everything to you maybe you would see things my way to, but the more I explain all the struggle the pain no connections or friendships thus remain Penny for my thoughts can't sell them for a dollar So hard I try but my words are ignored and I know in my soul that things won't magic lee change the world thinks of me deranged if I could just explain everything to you maybe you would see things my way to, but the more I explain all the struggle the pain no connections or friendships thus remain if I could just explain everything to you maybe you would see things my way to, but the more I explain all the struggle the pain no connections or friendships thus remain
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I try to relax their words they echo
on and they burn away souls
I know beyond control
My fear and torment made worse with every line
they turn holyness into a devils pact
Every waking moment I feel another me decide to die all over again
I'm forced to relive struggle and pain
if it weren't for who they are to me I'd speak up
and show all the horrors in my mind and those of light
Chorus:
I know well that
They do the devils work
when they condemn as sin things they refuse to understand
The devils work through them done more efficiently because they believe they follow God's decrees you see
Every edict they hand down from on high
has been tainted by centuries of political minutia
transcription errors and hatred truths forced to be unseen
by those power-wielding
Every waking moment I feel another me decide to die all over again I'm forced to relive struggle and pain if it weren't for who they are to me I'd speak up and show all the horrors in my mind and those of light
(chorus x2)
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Times they change usually not the better a little progress isn't enough to fix issues with the world see It's hard not to slip into apathy center liberals mostly Apathy it will destroy us If you don't fight world is over between civil rights climate change anti trust all are one issue in this land you see there are more I just don't have time to cover
Chorus:
Apathy, it isn't lazy It's destructive and brazen to be apathetic to struggles of any others means that you are unwilling to do civic duty The sin of sloth alive in its worst form
(Instrumental)
(Chorus)
All rights should be equal but are not never let the fight be forgot and if your apathetic then you betray The truth that I say
(Chorus)
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So.....
You want to make Music?
That's True.
Do you know the cost to you?
Here, in the world made only of sorrow and pain
you can't understand it takes more than just talent and a dream to reach the goal you seek now from me
A penny for your thoughts?!? What a laugh! No one will even give you that!
Chorus:
Creativity dies slowly,
at the start you see.
Then it disappears when despair enters the heart.
Do you see?
That is why you see me
So many came before you.
This sand planet and wasteland understand.
This is what capitalism wrought
and forgot:
True songs to them are "worthless abominations bound only to the worst dregs of Society," and those who do evil in the world get all the fame and glory.
(Chorus)
Thoughts worth more if you're a goner not a chance in the acursed nine hells truth be told
Music is worthless to the world as it exists right now. Don't you see,
What I see?
(Chorus Out)
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Chorus:
open up both my eyes
wake up every morning
yes the world still sucks
here we go again (x2)
Wake up ah UwU ahwoo!
WHY DO YOU SLEEP?!?
Wake up ah UwU ahwoo!
YOU SLEEP?!?
Wake Please!
Cù wakes me up like this every day
I'm depressed. Always the same.
and So I Don't get up right away
Scrape myself up off the bed
(Repeat All)
Instrumental
(Chorus)
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force myself to act calm
also to sound happy
but I find that fake it till you make it utterly fails me
and I try to hold on to the spark inside my soul
but It spirals and it sputters utterly out of my control
All the trauma the heartache betrayal
it builds deep inside shadows of the soul
Each small escape Isn't enough to free me
pulled back into despair endlessly
Chorus:
with every note and within every song
I find that I'm ever more spiraling down and
I can not hold this pain that's deep in my soul as
I am ever more spiraling down
and with every note and within every song
I find that I'm ever more spiraling down
and I can not hold this pain that's deep in my soul as
I am ever more spiraling down and
(Repeat)
we all are bound to the refrain of timelines where our soul has already died split on just a hair of a cursed god and we all thus tormented
(Chorus Outs)
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My love for you exceeds what I can express
I think of you and I sigh in pure holy bliss
Every time that I am sad you lift me up and
I feel so truly glad you set me free
PreChorus:
I want to be there for you also
when I can aid you hand in hand
as you execute every plan
that you want to in this life
that we will build side by side
I will abide with thee fulfilled
and
Chorus:
If I could tell you exactly how much I love you the whole world would shatter as I sing your praises words in true If I could tell you exactly how much I love you the whole world it would be enamored by you and our love too
Words cannot express exactly how I feel But your love truly set me free realer than real If I could convey then I'd be certain they understand how much I love you the world would see
(PreChorus &Chorus)
I shall serve you at your side each and every moment I love you and you lift me up and make me a better person than I used to be and revived my souls light melted all my icy rage and I have found peace
(Chorus Outs)
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Every effort every struggle
part of the reason In the cold huddled
the things that bind me
to this cursed refrain
sell my soul to "god" or else fade a
Chorus
I've spent too much time reaching for
the thing's I'll never reach
YouTube partner and ad money
the things I'll never reach
Twitch Affiliate sponsorships
the things I'll never reach
make a living off of music
the things I'll never reach
It takes lots of money to make money
I'm poor still cranking out more tracks than most
so forgive me for not being sunny
life still not worth pennies when I'm a
(Chorus)
I'll die poor in the gutter
I fear I'll never see
and I know even if I live life for me
the things that I'll never reach
may thus become far beyond impossible
(Chourus Outs)
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Chorus
No time for rest or sleep
Must work through every moment
Just working every night and day (x4)
World made out of factories:
cranking out all the money.
Pull the gun out, and just shoot.
I'm over it!
"Hard work is good," the worlds say.
I had no reason to doubt.
Invisible hand kills me once again.
PreChorus:
"Why don't you work!?" Oh, but yes I do! "Why be lazy?!?" I toil each day away! "Why don't you work!?" Oh, shut up, you tool! I'm part of you. No, you don't get a say.
(Chorus)
World made out of Factories:
sucking joy out of all rest.
no matter what work I do,
nothing changes
work drains time itself away
and the invisible hand wraps around my neck again yet you say
(Pre-Chorus and Chorus)
From now on my work shall just be for me. Not you, or the invisible hand you worship more than you love your neighbor.
I'm free!
So shut up fa$cist piggy!
(Chorus Outs)
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Chorus:
You all know that I have always tried to do my best but some times
Overwhelmed.....and it burns I find
That I'm always bound unto all of the things
I try to put far outside of my mind and so bind (x2)
The Void
Has Surrounded
The gods have done this
The void within my mind brought without
Void of thought and my soul and heart and strength know
There is only time left to burn
Rise up from your slumber now
or you'll miss out on the things that we'll do. So, wake. (x2)
(Chorus)
(Instrumental)
Rise up from your slumber now
or you'll miss out on the things that we'll do. So, wake. (x2)
(Chorus)
(Instrumental)
(Chorus)
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Chorus:
If Only you'd listen to the substance of truth
without condemning me as "sinner"
you've done since my youth (x2)
Every ounce of effort that I poured
and yet my words have always
remained heavily ignored
by every home shore
So, I give up trying to change your minds,
and be accepted as a full human being by you.
Your actions are what Eschewed Truth.
No amount of begging and
no amount of pleading
shall convince you my identity
Is truly who I am
and bound to the issues that do I fight for
Sorry I can't ignore
(Chorus)
You chose to ignore who I am
No amount of effort changes the fact that
I didn't fit your plan I
n truth I will be me until end
I am myself and no one else.
can't put me on the shelf
I will be me until see the end
Saianora, well then
(Chorus)
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Chorus:
Give it all to weave Songs
as best as I can
hold onto the pain,
Sorrow, and the purest joy
Every Line with care
write I do
but there's not enough and there's
only so much magic can do.
Across all of space and time
this story expands
fictional and the real
blur at the seams once again
Future and the past collide
within each refrain
False infinity gives us this
acursed luxury
Chance and all
Probability ensures death but the
0th has woven false infinity for us
So that we may thus be reborn into the realms
but there is no one guiding at our soul's truest helm
(Chorus and Instrumental)
(Chorus Out)
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Jeronis Leror North Muddy Township, Illinois
linktr.ee/jeronisleror
Queer Gay. (NB, Androsexual, Assigned Male at Birth)
Progressive. Lives in Southern Illinois. (worst combo ever) Twitch/ YouTube Gamer. Freelance Vocaloid Producer. Online Music Buisness Student at Los Angeles Film and Recording School. Trying to be a good person. Sometimes failing. Severely Depressed and Anxious 100% of the time.
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