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(Lyrics)
Happiness can't be attained
by those like me doomed to
hell so they say
so if myself
I am not allowed to be
then I shall live my life to brighten
someone else's day.
Born and raised here
deep within the heartland
once a tool of
someone's evil plan
now instead I try to be
the brightest light that
the world ever has seen.
Moving back forth up and down
just like a wind up toy
just trying to create a piece
of what you might call joy.
But, in the end,
all joy is meant to fade.
and that is why I'm always
tossed aside and thrown away.
Churches here they're all the same
when those like me arrive
"try to save face"
But when we finally
feel free just to be
they call us abominations
and then cast we fey away.
Being different here
means that no matter what
that no one for your side
will go to bat
when the chips are all laid down
you'll always find
no so called friends are around.
Moving back forth up and down
just like a wind up toy
just trying to create a piece
of what you might call joy.
But, in the end,
my existence caused their pain.
and that is why I'm always
tossed aside and thrown away.
Light so bright
it consumes all the night
but the cost
soul wound up oh so tight
bright hope's flame
flickers and fades away
the cost to keep it alive
my soul in pain for the rest of my days.
Moving back forth up and down
just like a wind up toy
but now I know it's meaningless
to try and make more joy.
but, in the end,
all joy becomes pain and
I refuse to ever again be
tossed aside and thrown away.
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Sitting here
Now waiting on my own you
Broke your word
Again tried to forgive
All the broken promises and
How you left me sitting
In the cold alone
This rage so old
It's froze into ice
Cold alone My forgiveness
Here no more
No room for you to say
That you were right
(Chorus)
Icy rage
what's Left of me
is nothing more than pain
I'm cold you see
Froze in time
This heart wants mine
Revenge now on My Mind
(Verse 2)
In the end
It's for the best
That we stop this
So I'll
Break it off goodbye won't
Regret all the pain
I feel and
How you will
Forever
Be alone for alone for real
This is goodbye
It took far too long
You could not tell yourself the truth
again
Those fake girlfriends
Will not write you
A song.
(Bridge)
Once 'pon a Time long ago
Tangled Up in hell fiery passion
When I promised my return
You broke your promises
Before that you wouldn't
Admit what we had
Now
Hell's fury has froze cold
The heart made of gold
(Chorus)
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(Verse 1)
The same road I drove all these years
The dust on the wind
Kicked up behind the truck
Been so long since I felt safe here
Can't remember
When
Guess it's true what the people say
You can't go home again.
Simple times you wish for
But you know they'll never return
When the people cry,
"Limit their life," all cuz they don't understand
Whatever happened to living
Free from the old law's tyrrany
The gravel road now gives to me
No answers that I seek
(Chorus)
I'm hitting 55
Quickening Pace
Now I find their hatred in my heart still binds
Seems all my happy memories
Have been erased from my mind
Left the love of life far behind
Tears start swell up behind my eyes once again
Conditional Love
Makes Life go painfully.
(Verse 2)
Sky once blue
Now turns a shade of gray and
Thunder rolls
I go along my way
Rain then falls my sadness fades
Finally I feel
Safe
At least the gods still care I think
As I continue to weep
Love one another
Put on a shelf by those who did choose
To risk their salvation
To cast me out
Rather than power lose.
Show the grace of God they did say
Then they chose to cast me away
I am not the only fey
The church has doomed to dismay.
(Chorus)
(Bridge)
Tn truth I've accepted it
The hypocrites will just condemn this life that I live
And no one changed though I went away
Life is like this gravel road
It's kind of a pain
Dirty bumpy grimy
Drives us all insane
And when rocks hit glass it shatters and breaks
Not right away of course,
But it builds over time until the end of life
It draws nigh.
(Chorus)
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F*** you mr. President.
wish that's all I had to say
since the year 2016
worst leader we've ever seen
F*** you and your Mansion too.
this is how you should have ruled:
"Help the hurt and not the rich."
But you chose to ignore this.
"Feed the starved help the sick."
You ignored the pandemic.
"Stop the cops from killing peeps."
You said, "Slaughter them like sheep."
You are such a big moron
'twas easy to write this song
So many dead at your hand.
you are what's wrong with this land.
F*** you mr. President.
wish that's all I had to say
since the year 2016
worst leader we've ever seen. X3
F*** you, now give up your rule
You're a capitalist tool
Prejudice's middle name
Donald J. Trump is the same
Hatred then, is what you spew
So, a resounding f*** you.
So many dead in this land
Their blood is all on your hands.
concentration camps and the
hush money payments to your
Mistresses while attacking
gays 'cause, "marriage is sacred."
F*** you mr. President.
wish that's all I had to say
since the year 2016
worst leader we've ever seen
F*** you mr. President.
wish that's all I had to say
most evil upon our shores
do crime then go back for more.
laundering Russian cash to
get elected real fast to
hide all of your tax schemes then
attacking free speech and press with
crowd control and tear gas
and I'm not even Half Done
but this song is already too long
F*** you fucking disgrace.
to late to find your saving grace
f*** you and your party too
we now know what we must do
most evil we've ever seen
as of year 2020
f*** you and your cabinet too
we'll now do what we must do.
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dreams are dreamed
sometimes they're lost
that is the way of the world its cost
rising up in protest against all these
cursed injustices
even now, the plight and pain of
the common people
joins in the cursed refrain once
and then once again
"if our blessed King
would just hear our plea,"
the common people the
did have thoughts and prayed
"thoughts and prayers"
they change nothing
that was one a lone Magus
thusly told them
if you wish for change
you must fight with your own hands
just saying if only never works
this I know all too well
"if only we were free"
if only will never break you free of the spell.
I was lost,
mistakes were made,
but still his words
in my heart they rang.
Jeronis, if the king won't change
then help me
end his rule deranged.
And so, I took his hand,
I was too young to understand.
Magus carried a book at his left side always.
"If only I could,
be like him someday.
If only I was able to," I prayed.
But, the magic never came,
So, he laughed and said,
"True High Magick must come from
deeper sorrow than you have ever seen."
Digging deep in myself
I found the answer.
This, "if only" it never works out easy
so, I trust the end should never again
justify the means they just rust
and so as my pain did rise
I saw another sky and then the dream of realms forgot faded.
As I woke to find,
My life just the same,
And thus I began to sing, "if only."
Saying that never works.
Time it flows onward from that day,
This I see.
Take the pain in my soul, and
Make it set me free
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6. |
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I did all that I could
still you chose to shout
and scream
"good try, but this time I want your life,
spotless."
so I tried, but still I failed you once again.
I realize this, it's not love, it is abuse, when you issue your degrees
you must live a sinless pure life or else you'll be sent to hell
did what I could did what I must
but it's still never enough for you
you demand that I be someone that I'm not
what God in their right mind would say that
love each other as yourself means you must also love yourself too
you gave an impossible task and then refused to help
you refused to be the God who claims to be,
and you've done that throughout history.
so I'll wait raise a flagon to thee.
drink till your dead your goal
I can tell
why would a God
in their right mind walk in
this bar sent from hell.
you can't even follow your own rules
so why would we humans
do what we could do what we must
but it's still never enough for you
you demand that we be someone we're not
what God in their right mind would say that?
Loveveach other as yourself means
you must also love yourself too
I returned the tasks that you gave and then refused to help.
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7. |
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(Lyrics)
Happiness can't be attained
by those like me doomed to
hell so they say
so if myself
I am not allowed to be
then I shall live my life to brighten
someone else's day.
Born and raised here
deep within the heartland
once a tool of
someone's evil plan
now instead I try to be
the brightest light that
the world ever has seen.
Moving back forth up and down
just like a wind up toy
just trying to create a piece
of what you might call joy.
But, in the end,
all joy is meant to fade.
and that is why I'm always
tossed aside and thrown away.
Churches here they're all the same
when those like me arrive
"try to save face"
But when we finally
feel free just to be
they call us abominations
and then cast we fey away.
Being different here
means that no matter what
that no one for your side
will go to bat
when the chips are all laid down
you'll always find
no so called friends are around.
Moving back forth up and down
just like a wind up toy
just trying to create a piece
of what you might call joy.
But, in the end,
my existence caused their pain.
and that is why I'm always
tossed aside and thrown away.
Light so bright
it consumes all the night
but the cost
soul wound up oh so tight
bright hope's flame
flickers and fades away
the cost to keep it alive
my soul in pain for the rest of my days.
Moving back forth up and down
just like a wind up toy
but now I know it's meaningless
to try and make more joy.
but, in the end,
all joy becomes pain and
I refuse to ever again be
tossed aside and thrown away.
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8. |
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|
Sitting here
Now waiting on my own you
Broke your word
Again tried to forgive
All the broken promises and
How you left me sitting
In the cold alone
This rage so old
It's froze into ice
Cold alone My forgiveness
Here no more
No room for you to say
That you were right
(Chorus)
Icy rage
what's Left of me
is nothing more than pain
I'm cold you see
Froze in time
This heart wants mine
Revenge now on My Mind
(Verse 2)
In the end
It's for the best
That we stop this
So I'll
Break it off goodbye won't
Regret all the pain
I feel and
How you will
Forever
Be alone for alone for real
This is goodbye
It took far too long
You could not tell yourself the truth
again
Those fake girlfriends
Will not write you
A song.
(Bridge)
Once 'pon a Time long ago
Tangled Up in hell fiery passion
When I promised my return
You broke your promises
Before that you wouldn't
Admit what we had
Now
Hell's fury has froze cold
The heart made of gold
(Chorus)
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(Verse 1)
The same road I drove all these years
The dust on the wind
Kicked up behind the truck
Been so long since I felt safe here
Can't remember
When
Guess it's true what the people say
You can't go home again.
Simple times you wish for
But you know they'll never return
When the people cry,
"Limit their life," all cuz they don't understand
Whatever happened to living
Free from the old law's tyrrany
The gravel road now gives to me
No answers that I seek
(Chorus)
I'm hitting 55
Quickening Pace
Now I find their hatred in my heart still binds
Seems all my happy memories
Have been erased from my mind
Left the love of life far behind
Tears start swell up behind my eyes once again
Conditional Love
Makes Life go painfully.
(Verse 2)
Sky once blue
Now turns a shade of gray and
Thunder rolls
I go along my way
Rain then falls my sadness fades
Finally I feel
Safe
At least the gods still care I think
As I continue to weep
Love one another
Put on a shelf by those who did choose
To risk their salvation
To cast me out
Rather than power lose.
Show the grace of God they did say
Then they chose to cast me away
I am not the only fey
The church has doomed to dismay.
(Chorus)
(Bridge)
Tn truth I've accepted it
The hypocrites will just condemn this life that I live
And no one changed though I went away
Life is like this gravel road
It's kind of a pain
Dirty bumpy grimy
Drives us all insane
And when rocks hit glass it shatters and breaks
Not right away of course,
But it builds over time until the end of life
It draws nigh.
(Chorus)
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10. |
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F*** you mr. President.
wish that's all I had to say
since the year 2016
worst leader we've ever seen
F*** you and your Mansion too.
this is how you should have ruled:
"Help the hurt and not the rich."
But you chose to ignore this.
"Feed the starved help the sick."
You ignored the pandemic.
"Stop the cops from killing peeps."
You said, "Slaughter them like sheep."
You are such a big moron
'twas easy to write this song
So many dead at your hand.
you are what's wrong with this land.
F*** you mr. President.
wish that's all I had to say
since the year 2016
worst leader we've ever seen. X3
F*** you, now give up your rule
You're a capitalist tool
Prejudice's middle name
Donald J. Trump is the same
Hatred then, is what you spew
So, a resounding f*** you.
So many dead in this land
Their blood is all on your hands.
concentration camps and the
hush money payments to your
Mistresses while attacking
gays 'cause, "marriage is sacred."
F*** you mr. President.
wish that's all I had to say
since the year 2016
worst leader we've ever seen
F*** you mr. President.
wish that's all I had to say
most evil upon our shores
do crime then go back for more.
laundering Russian cash to
get elected real fast to
hide all of your tax schemes then
attacking free speech and press with
crowd control and tear gas
but that isn't all then the
British Open Ambassador scandal.
Donald Trump you fucking disgrace.
to late to find your saving grace
f*** you and your party too
we now know what we must do
most evil we've ever seen
as of year 2020
f*** you and your cabinet too
we'll now do what we must do.
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11. |
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|
dreams are dreamed
sometimes they're lost
that is the way of the world its cost
rising up in protest against all these
cursed injustices
even now, the plight and pain of
the common people
joins in the cursed refrain once
and then once again
"if our blessed King
would just hear our plea,"
the common people the
did have thoughts and prayed
"thoughts and prayers"
they change nothing
that was one a lone Magus
thusly told them
if you wish for change
you must fight with your own hands
just saying if only never works
this I know all too well
"if only we were free"
if only will never break you free of the spell.
I was lost,
mistakes were made,
but still his words
in my heart they rang.
Jeronis, if the king won't change
then help me
end his rule deranged.
And so, I took his hand,
I was too young to understand.
Magus carried a book at his left side always.
"If only I could,
be like him someday.
If only I was able to," I prayed.
But, the magic never came,
So, he laughed and said,
"True High Magick must come from
deeper sorrow than you have ever seen."
Digging deep in myself
I found the answer.
This, "if only" it never works out easy
so, I trust the end should never again
justify the means they just rust
and so as my pain did rise
I saw another sky and then the dream of realms forgot faded.
As I woke to find,
My life just the same,
And thus I began to sing, "if only."
Saying that never works.
Time it flows onward from that day,
This I see.
Take the pain in my soul, and
Make it set me free
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12. |
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|
I did all that I could
still you chose to shout
and scream
"good try, but this time I want your life,
spotless."
so I tried, but still I failed you once again.
I realize this, it's not love, it is abuse, when you issue your degrees
you must live a sinless pure life or else you'll be sent to hell
did what I could did what I must
but it's still never enough for you
you demand that I be someone that I'm not
what God in their right mind would say that
love each other as yourself means you must also love yourself too
you gave an impossible task and then refused to help
you refused to be the God who claims to be,
and you've done that throughout history.
so I'll wait raise a flagon to thee.
drink till your dead your goal
I can tell
why would a God
in their right mind walk in
this bar sent from hell.
you can't even follow your own rules
so why would we humans
do what we could do what we must
but it's still never enough for you
you demand that we be someone we're not
what God in their right mind would say that?
Loveveach other as yourself means
you must also love yourself too
I returned the tasks that you gave and then refused to help.
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Icy Rage - Instrumental
02:50
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17. |
If Only - Instrumental
03:41
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Jeronis Leror North Muddy Township, Illinois
linktr.ee/jeronisleror
Queer Gay. (NB, Androsexual, Assigned Male at Birth)
Progressive. Lives in Southern Illinois. (worst combo ever) Twitch/ YouTube Gamer. Freelance Vocaloid Producer. Online Music Buisness Student at Los Angeles Film and Recording School. Trying to be a good person. Sometimes failing. Severely Depressed and Anxious 100% of the time.
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