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Motivation (feat. Dex)

from The Good Melodies Are Already Gone by Jeronis Leror

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Tony (Jeronis the -1st, The Mortal) struggles with the depression that causes them to lose focus, and their own mortality.

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The Goal I aim to reach is it renown or is it something tougher to breach yet time it creeps away from me as I fight to stay free despite the pressure of what the future shall soon bring. I hold on to the plain despite all the schemes Even though I do not quite have the meansI will keep this goal out of reach in mind in my art I'll bind a story that is new of it I sing soon I feel it in my soul tale untold wove out of gold though my mind breaks down know that I am so down. If I could fine that piece of my heart that was dead before my birth motivation's bright spark that has never been there in my heart maybe then I could find the chance to prove my worth that they'd accept beyond a shadow of a doubt come spiritual flood, or draught. There is only so much magic can do and here on Terra I'd be a fool to try and use it for the source has been long dry and barren, destroying all. "Speed up moron, for your time is running out," Death says to me each day and so I toil this barren soil in my cold heart and burn my mind. That which can't be attained by my hands oh that which could ease my sorrow without causing harm to another I hold the pain back each moment as my soul by the hells the heavens and Abyss is rent. If i could find that one spark the motivation, I do need. Would it be enough to change what the fates wrote down, lost somehow. Motivation's bright flame in the cold that didn't melt when I tried to break free of the shackles binding me here to this false infinity. If the world were brighter I wouldn't be alone, or would I still be as cursed as I've always been? Then somehow could I just be freed form all the pain and sorrow that keeps my aim 'pon this false tomorrow. When I reach the place that I seek where without fear I can just be Maybe the word will see the brighter sides of all of me. but, til then I'll seek the motivation to go on even though it hurst simply just to exist in this nation that oppressed even me.

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from The Good Melodies Are Already Gone, released February 2, 2021
Lyrics, Music, Vocal Tuning, Mixing and Mastering: Paul Anthony "Tony" Adkins (JeronisLeror-P)

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Jeronis Leror North Muddy Township, Illinois

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Queer Gay. (NB, Androsexual, Assigned Male at Birth) Progressive. Lives in Southern Illinois. (worst combo ever) Twitch/ YouTube Gamer. Freelance Vocaloid Producer. Online Music Buisness Student at Los Angeles Film and Recording School. Trying to be a good person. Sometimes failing. Severely Depressed and Anxious 100% of the time. ... more

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